Forgiveness

I was dwelling in the past before

I can't let go of the past

I keep on blaming hating and crying

And until now I come to awake

I have decided to let it go

Because the happiness I own now

Make me come realise to it

There is no point to keep on holding on something that don't belong to me

I should let it go

Then only I can really feel happy

I let it go

I forgive you

And I should thanks to you

Because at least you brought me all those memories

At least I learned how to love now

At least I finally found the happiness that belong to me

I will cherish what I am having now

Because the past is no longer important

What is important now is what I am having

I think I should wish you are happy too

But we will still remain as stranger

Because it is better don't stir up anymore in the relationship

No one will like their bf or gf contact with their ex

I love him

The one that I believe to be my Mr. Right

More than everything I can say

Thank you and goodbye

I forgive you

I believe you will get your happiness too

^^

A little update of myself

Have been not blogging for more than one month
Became lazy to go online when I am at my home
Life is boring when jobless
I have been not working for three weeks
Looking for some other suitable job
While preparing for my online business
A lot of things have to do
Stock selection,contact suppliers,set up the webpage...
All I have to do it myself
Luckily I got my dear's and family's support
Temporarily still haven't finish all the stock selection
Still have to look for other suppliers for more variation
Also looking for job that have more flexible time so that I can manage my business
Dear's business also gonna start soon
By this december
He will be very very busy
Chances for us to meet getting less
But I can't complaint for it
Cause I have to support him no matter what
I won't be the one who pull him back
I'm gonna be the one who push him further
Tolerance and communication will be the main things for us to maintain our relationship
I am glad that dear still keep me in his mind no matter how busy he is
I think that is enough to compensate my sacrification all these while
What is bothering me now is
Should I work in a bank?Or a teacher in a private school?
I still have no idea which one more suitable since both the jobs are not bad
How I wish I don't have to work and stay at home do whatever I like everyday
With a lot of money let me to spend
^^