Apr 17, 2009

要结束了吗?

就这样
我的最后一个学期结束了
剩下来的就只有考试了
考完试了
大家就要各自展翅高飞了吗?
即使我说过我不喜欢这里
可是这里也有着我不少的回忆
看着过去的种种
看着大家为了把回忆留住
不停的为彼此留下记忆
不停的一起合影
镶在照片里的回忆
是这辈子都很难遗忘的
会回来吗?
我不知道
也许若干年后
当我找到真正的幸福
能够真正的把过去的不愉快都放下
那么我就会回来了吧

Apr 2, 2009

time to say goodbye?

Time flies
It's really flies damn bloody fast
I just went back to TARC yesterday to collect my cert for pre-u
It feels like just yesterday I entered TARC
And today I already finish my degree at UTAR
Undeniable that I can't bear to leave
But at the same time I wish to end the sufferer-ness
Assignments and exams just so torturing for me
Maybe this kind of system do not suit me
I am more to be those "duck feeding" teaching system
Where we just do everything based on textbook
Maybe I just being too lazy
I can't bear to leave here
Because too many memories I had with my friends
But at the same time there are some unwanted memories here
Which was once make me wanted to leave here
Maybe I should thanks god that I never leave that time
Cause all the challenges all these while just make me grown up
I can say I am a better person now (maybe you don't think so but who care?!)
Throughout the years
There are always up and down
And what I feel very grateful is
I always have a bunch of friend be with me
Although they were not very helpful
Mostly cause I prefer to solve the problems myself
But the concerns they showed are just too much
And I feel grateful for that
It's just left around 1 month
After this what will we become like?
I don't know and I don't wish to know it yet
I just wish to enjoy the moments we still can be together
Works? Continue study? All these things just don't think of too far yet
I believe the present is more important
Because once its gone it will forever gone
While we still can work harder to change the future
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It's not yet time to say goodbye
Because I don't want to say goodbye